The lamb, the rose
The don't exist
The lamb, the rose
They don't exist
These are my last words
I need to rest
In fear and anger
I'll lay down my head
A faithless spirit in a broken man
Everything is burning
Rotten flesh keeps burning
It's MY LAST SUNRISE in fear
The grail's in pieces
All the bliss is gone
The rose has dried out
And the lamb got slaughtered long ago
The hope became another lie
Like the nonexisting father god
I'll close my eyes, goodbye
Don't wait for me on the other side
Everything is burning
Rotten flesh keeps burning
It's MY LAST SUNRISE in fear
Don't wait for me on the other side
Golgotha - had seen nothing else but
A carpenter's death
Golgotha - not more maybe not even that
Suffer, grief and pain
Have driven me insane
Can't you see
There's nothing real
But you and I
And I say goodbye
Hear no evil, speak no evil
See no evil, feel no evil
Dream no evil, fear no evil
Touch no evil, taste no evil
All I see and hear is evil
All I think and feel is evil
-Demons and Wizards "My Last Sunrise"
Went inside the caves of seven wolves
Felt of the forces that lend themselves to speed
those final words to fracture the very structure
can't stand this glacial pace
the damage done
It seems these days are getting shorter
derails my train of thought
What said in hand was done
chased unforgiveness down these corridors
locked down the basis for the willing form
a trail far from strayed
the damage done
Set aside from eyes of others
Our frail structures can't keep up with the pace
Brought out for all to see
the damage done
face contradicting needs
We bring our cages home
for none to see
in vain to lessen
responsibility
the damage done
-Dark Tranquillity "Damage Done"
I hate this. If I would have known at the beginning of it all that this is how it was going to end, I wouldnt have gotten into this. I would rather you tell me you hate me and you never want to see me again. It would make things so much easier on myself. I hate this. HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT! FUCK THIS! THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT!
Just goes to show that I was right...
...Everyone leaves me.
I want to die. I dont want to breathe this wretched air anymore. Its all just a waste of time. Everything is such a waste. This fucking sucks.
Its been almost a year since Christine dissappeared. Its funny how I found out she was going to leave me the same week christine left me..
Someone please take me away from all of this... | 
